Marth returns in the next Smash
*sigh* I’m really getting tired of this crap.
The church orchestra acutally at one point used to be FUN, but now ever since they have this new guy in charge it just is now feeling entirely like work.
First off, we used to only do like one Cantata every OTHER year, and at least take at least a good half-a-year to work on the music for it with just a few sporadic times to play during service around every other month.
Now we’re playing once a month….actually, once every 3 weeks to be exact. Which means we only have that long to learn the music, so lately we’ve just been sounding like complete trash.
Also now we’ve been doing like 1-2 Cantatas a YEAR instead of the one every other year. The last Christmas Cantata we did we got the JUST the month before so that leaves us with only ONE MONTH to acutally get this thing sounding good.
Also we’re doing a Christmas Cantata this year too…and GUESS WHAT. We didn’t get the music UNTIL November. And there are too many songs in which he just says that we sound good in and I know for a fact that it sounded terrible and need more practice.
Also I’m getting sick of learning about there being an extra practice AT THE LAST DARN MINUTE. At least the previous person in charge would schedule them AHEAD of time so we could at least know. As for this one? Let me put it this way, we have a practice tomorrow and I didn’t know about it until they sent an E-mail TONIGHT saying that they did.
To put it simply, as soon as this Christmas Cantata is done with, I’m done… as much as I loved still being able to play my horn, I just feel like everything is being taken in the wrong direction. And trying to cram us learning the music at the last minute is just going to be a disaster. There have already been more than half of the pieces so far that we all crashed and burned in and even all the other members in the orchestra agree that we shouldn’t be playing as much as we are since we need time to learn the music.
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…you’re not an idiot for trying to keep the peace….
But maybe it’s too late for that now….I wonder if now I drove you away too because of all of this…
why……why must I always end up somehow hurting those around me? Especially those that I care about the most.
I can’t do anything now but sob my eyes out for the 2nd night in a row….this pain inside me is too much for me now….since…it’s nothing like….what I’ve felt before.
I know I messed everything up…and I want to fix it all…
I’m sorry….I really am…
Well if today just couldn’t get any worse I just found this in my inability to sleep….
I might as well give up any hope on them making a game about the ‘battle of 1999’ it seems… -sighs-
…..Sometimes I just wonder if I’m really a friend to some people….
Joking around with something that was meant to be practical wasn’t necessary and when I try to be polite about it I get a smart-ass comment thrown in my face.
I just feel very very offended and…since I have no one to talk at this time now so I just feel….worse….
This isn’t a first either, I swear even just any normal conversation ends up turning into some sort of argument or one of us just quitting on the other for a bit, and my confidant (and bestest friend) is probably tired of hearing about how often things like this happen as well.
I don’t try to be mean, I just am trying to be helpful…but…why must this always end up happening to me? Why do I always end up screwing things up and making my friends mad at me for things like this?
….I wonder if anyone really cares because right now I feel more alone than ever……
Seriously, is it just me or does this dude remind me of Lezard? Because the glasses and the creepy obsession with Chi is really making me think so.
….that reminds me, I really feel the need to replay Valkyrie Profile 2 pretty soon…..
Right now I wish DVD-players weren’t region-locked…
I’ve been looking around at different Anime series that I like enough to the point of wanting to buy and own legitimately, but I’m just astounded by the price for Madoka Magica…
In the US we got 3 separate volumes of like…4 episodes a volume. Each VOLUME is around $30-$50 on Amazon, and this is just for DVD.
the UK has a complete series collection that has all 12 episodes for like…around $30.
T____T I might as well just stick to my DLs for that series since there is no way I’m gonna pay that price right now….and I have no way to play a UK-region DVD here outside of using the computer…which defeats the purpose of me having the DVD.
At least I can continue to show my support to the series by buying the rest of the spinoff/side story manga.
*Throws up a random WiP that I have in my sketchbook.*
I’ve been really enjoying using pens lately with a lot of my work, though if you want to see my completed stuff then check my other tumblr.
Man it’s been AGES since I’ve last doodled Aeon…..no meaning behind this really so interpret what you want, I just came up with a random idea and am flying with it.